Thread:Kameo32o/@comment-4708882-20121204095759/@comment-5217519-20140709070847

Between all the mess I couldn't barely think of anime, but I'm free now. so now to watch anime in my slacker like fashion knowing I have no more odd responsablities. And I'm out of anime so its next.

So for the most part its mostly normal. My cousin is living here permanently after some more of her mistakes came up, a total of to much to count at this point. it was a relief when they all left though, as bad as that is.

50 dollars? Nice, I make about 20 a week from dishes and babysitting, but I do very little work in return. But this suits me better, use it well my friend, use it well.

Mom said that her, dad grandma and my aunt are getting me a new computer. That means soon no more broken hinged, broken fanned, barely interneted, work not gaming computer that is my laptop. Hopefully its a gaming laptop, but i'll take anything at this point.

I hate change. My world went from card games and anime with my siblings, than the still good time where I played video games with my later-brother-in-law and brother watching anime and doing homework with my alone time, than to my brother dealing with his depression-like-mental-issue(I don't blame him there) so he avoided me and my later-brother-in-law joining the military for 6 month's, my sister having 2 jobs so I didn't see her(I never see the rest of my family much)to now with my brother being better but not unhurt my-brother-in-law is back but at the military's beck and call plus I've been put under caffeine restriction and I have been gaining and losing motivation and morale by the minute. I wish it would have stayed change may be good, but I'm sick of it. I'm pretty sure this qualifies as a rant, sorry I needed someone to hear it, I feel like I'm losing my reason to stay sain and listen to the rules, though I know how stupid it would be to do that being that my feet and legs are in such a crappy position, I have a feeling that that's why I feel this cooped up and unmotivated though.

Have an a amazing chaotic day.

p.s. I would in a heart beat and thank you. I hope you know that if you need me I'm here, I'm better than helping others than myself. You are also a good person, I know it.